The Doors - The End [Psychedelic-Rock] (1967)

I've been in this situation many times. Here are the 2 most significant ones. Abbreviated significantly

I was suicidal for about six years. A girl and I get close. She likes me. I don't. She stops liking me. I start liking her. I stop thinking self destructive thoughts and fix myself and my social life up, all for her. She doesn't feel the same way anymore. I feel like my entire life rejected me and a plunge into depression. I say lots of things I regret.

I meet someone new. After a while, the feelings from girl 1 latch onto girl two. I tell her very quickly how I feel. She doesn't feel the same way. We stop talking. We start talking again. This happens many times. She becomes the best friend I've ever had and the first person, only person, I've ever said "I love you" too. She even said it back. I help her through an eating disorder and tell her everything about myself. Stuff I've never told anyone. Once she's okay and eating again, I get the boot. Somehow. I still can't comprehend why. It still hurts a ton.

The first girl and I have been friends ever since I allowed my feelings for her to fade away. And it's great she's a lil princess.

The second girl, I don't know what/ why/ how.

Look to my experiences for advice. I still have feelings for the second girl, and I've decided it's best to drift apart from her. However, If you let your feelings go, like I did with girl one, there might be a good friendship there. But I don't think it's possible to let the feelings go if you see her everyday and you get jealous etc..

You say she's your best female friend... you definitely need to drift away from that. Once she finds a guy she does like you'll be replaced without a thought. If she even feels the same way friendship-wise. I hope this doesn't sound cruel, but I'm helping you avoid future pain.

Just my 2 cents.

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