Dear Dr Satan,

I will not be needing a letter from you doctor. What you did to me was wrong. It was malicious. It was evil. And as concerned as your management is that I will retaliate and sue you over it. You need not worry. I refuse to waste any more energy on a man that does not deserve it and never did. I take responsibility too. I am no victim. I knew better than to ask for a letter from a man I fought so hard to respect. You don’t deserve my respect even as meaningless as I am in your eyes right now. I do not have your education, your accomplishments, your talents. But I do have class. I do have a good heart. You showed me no integrity, no compassion, no support, no care whatsoever. How can you call yourself the best physician THE HANDS OF GOD for fucks sake and pick and choose who you give your integrity to especially from a man who claims his doors are open to any patient. I was not your patient but I am a human being. I was your employee and one of the best. And you know it. Whatever supposed opportunities you flashed in front of me always had a selfish motive behind it and you know it too. You know what you asked of me while I worked there was not appropriate and yet you trusted me to do it and pressured me to. You took advantage and exploited my naïveté. Verbally and emotionally abusing me unwarranted because you had to be on call all weekend or just dealt with a difficult patient. Treating me like I was dirt and then telling me I was doing the best job in your office. To say the work I did didn’t occur to save yourself and your reputation. You are a coward and you should be ashamed. I did those things, unaware I wasn’t qualified to do so at the time but you forced me to do it nonetheless. You never told me then it was wrong only now when your reputation and license is on the line. I really have no words. I do not plan to sue you or drag your name through the mud. You will do that yourself. Having to beg patients to leave a review for you should show you you don’t truly deserve one. Because nothing you do is truly because you love helping people. There is no one you care about more than yourself. And I tried so hard to not admit that while I worked for you but now that is all I see. And maybe I am saying these things emotional and angry and heartbroken as anyone would be. Wasting two years of my life and getting nothing concrete out of it. I am biased of course. Only you know whether or not it’s true. I cared too much and invested too much in you. I only ever wanted for you to believe in me. But now you’ve given me something priceless and it’s something you will never take away. I will forever believe in myself. The only thing you’ve truly taught me was everything not to be when I become a physician. And if I see your son in 10 years practicing medicine and he is anything like you I will make sure to fuck him up.

Xoxo