I swear to god I had a dream last night that hit me hard when I woke up. It's gonna sound extremely weird and lots of it is blurry but I do remember one part clearly. I was at an airport and apparently I thought I could bring weed on board cuz for some reason I thought there was not gonna be any security. When it turned out there was actually security, I went to the bathroom to dispose of the weed. I noticed a hole in the wall and put my weed into it. Looking through the hole I saw one of my former friends, a person who used me to get stoned pretty much every day for several years cause he spent all his money on harder drugs (and would eventually go on to become an addict), sitting on the floor with hundreds of bags of weed that other people had disposed of in the same manner as me. Cherishing every single one of these bags as if they were his kids. He looked like freaking Gollum. And then when I got onto the plane, the pilot would fly in 360-loops all the way to the destination.

I'm sure you're thinking 'wtf' but for me this dream was a clear realization that this person had definitely been using me, that I've wasted way too much momey on weed, that I'm going in the right direction and that while times ahead are gonna be turbulent, I'm sure to make it safe to the other side. Idk I'm fucking weird. So far none of my dreams have been nightmarish like yours. Then again I don't sleep much these days lol.

(day 9)