Some peoples "sober" aint really very sober....

I have horrendous inhibition around people I dont know super well - the only time I can function normally with people who arent fairly good friends or best friends is when Im drunk or on a benzo.

I stay away from benzos for obvious reasons, also because I cant find any. Just a social binge drinker at this point as far as socializing and being my real self goes.

And drugs are just an abuser and destroyer of that most incredible of organs. The very thing that makes us, us.

so this just doesnt apply to me, or probably loads of other people. I fucking wish I could be permanently uninhibited like when Im on a benzo. (not bartarded out, just, you know, medicinal use type).