Dunno how else to say it---I'm high as balls

I don't think I would ever do heroin. the gas station next door has dboys posted about once a week. all they have is crumbly heroin ten for a point and I don't think I'd ever do it. That's always their go to. And I always go for 5mg perks for $5. But they have nothing in between. From my mom I used to get oxy30s (rarely) hydro 10s (often) and trams (weak but all the damn time). I think we're both on a list now since she only gets lyrica, and I cracked my ribs got Naproxen, Klonopin and Flexeril My lil sister hooked me up with weak T3s My college town had both tar and crumble, perks, hydro, Oxy30s60a80, Roxies, bupe, straight opium, some actually could've been tar for all I know. Tons of syrup. Was at my girls house and she had three different syrups. All were served at a Kava (Kratom) bar so damn convenient. BUT they never had OPANA fuck. I want to try every pharmaceutical opiate. Never was addicted. The only time I took an 80 I remember my boy had a fancy as multihose vaporizer. And we chiefed probably an eighth or more and woke up all the sudden 5 hrs later covered in plantain chips and GTFO there no reason just inebriated, also had klonopin and ambien and tons of Jack that night. So then I move to this city for a career and kratom is illegal and must be trafficked by my cousin, sister, or mom n pop. Mom is most reliable connect for valium, lyrica, opies followed by random gas station encounters (they don't follow any sort of schedule.) I mean high dose Kratom and moderate dose PST is all well and good but the 100 or so alks floating around in there can make you kinda sick. You seem like you plan on sleeping tonight. I am super opiate naive. On days where it doesn't mstter it's great to nod out but today, it's just grab another Adderall. I miss vaping in a cheap 800 puff machine not realizing it ain't a lot and jamming a big ball of wax into a $1 foldable metal pipe. The dumbest way to consume it but a fat hit is great. But buds are two blocks down where Mexicans are and deal weird like $40 for 21g $60for 40g (why not 42??). If you want more they go on the house and claim they don't have more. And it's bad seedy brick schwag really. Those BP dboys suck with "Kush" too. They deal with broke folks so its like .2-.3 for a five and .6 .7 for a ten. They get mad if you want more. It's like their bosses have quotas for people served and don't do quantity deals. And the place I was able to serve the most adderall/xanax was at an explicitly nerdy bar with DND and everything. Everywhere else people love to drink and a small amount smoke. No hallucinogens and real drugs.

Stimming like crazy time to boil some pst with a xannie.

TL:DR I want some Opana badly, My city sucks for drugs, and in general

Edit: if i just moved about 90mins away I could get Kratom and medical weed.

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