Ending it all.

I have been an alpha male and I think it is one of the best feelings in the world

I(as an intellectual)

Humans are animals and every one wants a bigger bite for himself.

Socio sexual market is capitalitic. My output, energy, zest for life is not just at the level as before and I am not capable to form meaningful realiationships with women who at one time I could have easily go out with and I am to narcisistic to lower my standarts.

Also this is almost surely my fault. I stoped enjoying life and listening to my body and intuition and that lead me to this shi condition.

Yeah sure. Totally real and normal things to say. This reads like one of those fake posts on r/NiceGuys or r/IAmVerySmart Then you go on to claim we do this to ourselves when you've never even seen a doctor? Again I reiterate, you are a piece of shit.

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