I enjoy hurting others through lying and manipulation for curiosity and entertainment purposes. Im starting to wonder if it isn’t normal.

Lol nw I’m not offended.

I try to behave in that way too.. i told you I’m normal apart from fishing.

Its just the way i feel about is different. Fishing comes naturally but that takes a lot of effort and is a conscious decision that isn’t fully genuine. But the desire to be good and follow the teaching is still there.

It puzzles me greatly how christians talk about christianity being beneficial to them in their understanding of life and way of living. Something like changing from the inside out.

Maybe I’m something like a homosexual and i shouldn’t be suppressing this but just learn how to live with it in more sustaining ways ??? I got no clue.

/r/Advice Thread Parent