Even though I have everything I should want, I am not happy.

If I am honest, I feel like I want my friends, family, everyone to understand how hard it is. Everyone depends on me. Everyone needs something from me. I do not mean money or something simple and superficial like that. Everyone uses something different, but nobody admits they are using and emptying the well. I also need help. But, my job is to never need help. My job is to be forever the rock. If I ever need help, then I have failed. But, I cannot lie. I also need help sometimes. Right now, I need help. I need someone to let me fall, let me be weak, let me not be okay. However, if I admit that, then I have failed all of them. I am not what they expected. I have been told that directly.

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