is it weird to hear your own mom say that she cried in front of you in the hopes na baka makonsensya ka? LOL for some context way back in high school I kinda messed around and didn't take shit seriously, I dropped from being at the the top 5 to around #10 and my mom cried so hard that day lol. she wanted me to take my studies seriously but I on the other hand wanted to do stuff that I wanted to do (I hate trying hard in school, I've grown to hate it). So ayun, she recently revealed to me na she cried that day para makonsensya daw ako and bumalik sa pagiging try hard sa school.

It's really bothering me because I feel like she was trying to guilt trip me or am I thinking way too hard? LOL