Lmfao this is me I went to college for a year. Never been diagnosed with ADHD but 1/3 if the way into the year I was struggling so much I guess I just shutdown. My assignments were getting turned in later and later till I just stopped going to class completely. I got so many emails but after not going I knew I couldn’t catchup which made me not want to go which made me fall farther and farther behind. It was a cycle. In the end I just played league of legends and smoked weed everyday all day.

I was gonna kill myself but the guilt of what it would do to my family stopped me. Ironically the guilt of being on campus using my parents money for an education that I clearly wasn’t getting was also soul crushing. I felt suffocated everyday I wanted to throw up everyday I wanted to kill myself everyday.

And then I dropped out.