I know what you mean.... How did you have a bf for so long if you weren't into him?

Read through your profile and we honestly have very little in common. First i dont do drugs. Second, when i say i have no friends, I dont mean this like "oh yeah i dont have any friends only like two besties my guy friend and my cat" what most people mean when the say the have no friends. Third you seem like a hectic person. I never do things. i only leave for work. Lastly it is unclear if you are a man, you say pervy things and answer questions in askmen.

I could answer you question about why him and i dated, but it would not be very helpful to you because you have very different struggles.