For me it was actually the most fucked up story I ever experienced. I was out dancing, when a girl came up to me and we started talking.
We were drunk and started making out fairly quick. And even then, she allready showed signs of, well, weird behaviour. The whole time she was like "there are so many girls here, who are prettier than me, why dont u take one of them home". I was like "everything is fine , I like you. Dont worry" blablabla. Later she invited me to her place, and like in the middle of it, she was like "If you dont find me attractive thats, okay. You dont have to stay for the night, if you dont want to." Ofc, I thought of the option, that all these were hints to fuck off, but who invites someone to come to their place, if they dont actually want it? Anyway, I was done, like: "sorry if you have some kind of inferiority complex, but I srsly didnt sign up to hear that kinda shit". I started to put my clothes back on, when the real fun started.
She started crying..oh boy..I just thought, what did I get myself into.
Then this story made an ugly, more serious turn. Even though, to this day, I dont know if she was lying, but if so, she is one fucked up human being, and if not, Im a piece of shit human being. Anyway, she told me that she was sick, and thats why she was acting like that. You can imagine what I was thinking: I just had sex with that girl. I was like (while she was in tears): I dont wanna be ruuude...but..Am I good to go? Or should I get myself tested, for anything? Well pls keep in mind, she was totally drunk...and her story didnt add up. She told me she had leukemia, but refused any kind treatment...then like 3 minutes later, she allready had chemotherapy. Then she told me that her parents didnt know, 2 minutes later they did know..I srsly dont know. She was srsly acting crazy.
I stood there and was just like "I srsly dont wanna be a pig...but I didnt sign up for this kind of responsibility for a one night stand. I cant judge if youre telling me the truth or not. And I know its fucked up to even assume youre lying, but what should I do. "you should go...now", she replied and actually kinda threw me out.
After that, I called the suicide hotline, actually to get some advice on how to behave...I was srsly worried, that she would harm herself. I talked to the woman on the phone, and she agreed with me, that her story didnt add up, and she is probably sleeping right now.
I feel bad, that I never questioned myself how she ended up.