He doesn't love me anymore. He won't ever talk or tell me anything so I must let him go. His actions say he wants out. I'm heartbroken again.

I don't understand why he won't work with me what did I do wrong. I wanted to work on things to rebuild a better relationship a strong bond to reconnect. He plays mind games. For years and years I love him. I just wanted to be happy together again. He chooses his actions and they are mean and hurtful then tells me I'm crazy or that I shouldn't be upset. People don't act the way he does if they love their person they just don't. He doesn't try to comfort me when I'm telling him I need it. I say I'm insecure at the moment and he says nothing and even just goes to another room. Leaves me in the dark all thee time. Expects me to not be upset and to know he has had a bad day when he never told me anything because he never once texted emailed or called me to say he had a bad day. But I shouldn't be upset I guess. Sorry I don't read minds I guess I will have to learn. Ugh. I feel horrible. I wish I had no heart right now. I just want to hide from everything forever.