I wouldn't call it fake OCD, but it could be. I consider myself OCD. I'm diagnosised with schitofaffective and many, many doctors have said I'm OCD and it's mixed up in that disgnosised. So, like... I really am OCD and it didn't really bother me. I didn't even notice. I even come off as someone with a somewhat messy room. I never fold my clothes. I keep them in tubs. Not because I'm lazy, but because it's triple as difficult for me to fold or hang them. I just get so angry after failing over and over...

For me, OCD is when someone uses my shower towel. I now can't use it. My brother took it for swimming. I couldn't find it at first. I was okay. But, then I went in his room for something and saw it. He took it, used it, didn't tell me, and didn't wash it. I was so angry. I obsessed over it for the next two days. I was so angry, but felt too anxious to say anything...

Or like... I'm trying to find my top 10 songs. And, now I'm trying to get an ultimate playlist of my top 500. I have to get that down to 10 when I'm done. I have no choice. I have to get to 500 first, or a 1000 if I can't stop myself. And, I pace, a lot. When I have to pace... I HAVE to pace. Same with sleeping. I get my choice. I sleep only when my brain and body agree on it.

I've talked to a few people online with OCD and I match up in a lot of ways. My doctors consider me as having it. I might not and the symptoms just be bits and pieces of all the other mental illnesses I have, but even then it's just easier to tell people I have OCD. I believe I do, but if I don't it's easier to explain that then try and explain it in another way and it not be OCD.