Every time I try to pick myself up I just fall even further down...I feel like I’m getting worse, harming myself more and even closer to death. A slow painful one

Hey man. Nice part 5 reference. I'm currently a failure who flunked out of chemical engineering in my Junior year. I'm seriously considering to get shitfaced, heat up a pan, stick a piece of coal and succumb to carbon monoxide poisoning.

Honestly, there are only 2 things that are stopping me from doing it:

1.My family will be heartbroken, and my also depressed sister might not be able to live life afterwards

  1. I won't be able to see Part 6 and 7 of Jojo's Bizarre Adventure animated

So yeah... it's stupid, but one of the main reasons I'll try to fight on is literally some ultra-manly meme shounen series

So please find yourself even the tiniest, stupidest, little thing that you'd be willing to stay alive for, and cling on to it even maybe just for a little longer.

We're the stardust crusaders, going on a tumultous journey to find happiness. Stand proud, my friend.

Best wishes,

Tobias

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