Probably your face etc looks completely normal to others. Because (if they're not exclusively attracted to you) they don't give a fuck about it. There also are people attracted to ugly ones (like me) I used to wear a lot of makeup, because I thought I look bad without it. But, when I came to work without it no one even noticed! So I stopped using makeup. My lady-mustache had grown for some time, fuck it no one noticed it. My brows are slowly becoming one? Fuck it, no one noticed! I started to feel comfortable with myself to this point I feel narcissistic. I love the idea of being this kind of 'invisible'. But sometimes I need attention like everyone do, that's our nature, need for acceptance. You can be also beautiful for being so called 'good person'. I know some ugly people with good vibes and energy that I'd like to to date, just because the way they are, not the way they look