Everyone hates me. Everyone.

Honestly it feels the same way for me too. It feels like a lot of people say that their my friend yet they still treat me like I’m an wild animal or something. Or just someone who is a compete loser who they don’t want to hang out with. It’s annoying and it sucks. I only really make friends when the opportunity presents itself. I’m not really much of a social person. Even if I tried making more friends sooner or later and I pretty much care about them / do something for them; they don’t give 2 shits. Nothing in return nor would they care much for me. For family members, it feels as if my dad wants me to become a completely mini him (as if being like really successful or some shit) Like if I did bad on like one bio test, I don’t play as well at a soccer game or practice, or if anything doesn’t go my way that sometimes involves him as well; it seems as if he loses all hope for me and just starts talking to me as if I’m a loser and I’m never going to reach any of my goals. All of this is annoying af, and have stuck with me for a very long time. It seems as if all of these issues are gonna be with me for more years to come. At least we r both on the same boat ig.

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