Okay then. Without going into the details, the only difference between us is that my apathy toward religion and God is involuntary. I wish God would be more clear with his words, and come clean His name, but I know that's not gonna happen until I meet Him face to face. So, I choose to take Jesus's words from the Bible at face value (despite the Maimonides's claims interpreting Daniel who's my favorite character in the Bible's prophecy) and choose to believe Him and His words. I don't care if He's not gonna save me from whatever. I've decided I just gonna believe in Him no matter what. I acknowledge that the concept of God and the church makes it more difficult to understand the truth, but everything becomes clear when I take Jesus's words at face value. I feel like I'm deceiving you if I don't come clean at this time, but I called you my personality doppelganger if you haven't noticed.