Exhausted from over-working. No friends or life, family is far away. What to do

Thank you very much for this reply.

You made me thinking and looking back all these things ive done and decisions ive made to get where i am have all been ones ive worked hard to do and made sense even if looking back now i wish i did something different.

I can accept past decisions but still need to blame myself for everything. because it is no one elses fault. The way I see it, if I were smarter, I could do anything I want in this 1st world country, the only restriction is myself. So where I am at is only my fault because any smart person in my shoes could get out.

Regarding drinking. I honestly dont drink that much, im not addicted. The problem is i drink to cope (actually makes things worse) and if I drink with others, i drink until i have no memory. So im not an alcoholic but definitely abuse it. not sure if that means i need to quit completely.

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