Bitch fucking run. Get the fuck out of this situation now. You will never be happy until you do. I have FOR SURE BEEN IN YOUR SHOES. It fucking sucks ass and I regret it all. The fun does not last for fucking long. I am not jokin around when I say this, do not let it go on for too long because it will become harder and harder to get out of. It’s exciting now “ohh I’m his little secret and he wants me to obey him” what the fuck ever girl, it’s all fun and game now, but that secret will come out sooner of later and it will hurt like hell when it does. Stop it before it’s too late!

If you want to explore with other people kind of be an exhibitionist or get into freaky stuff like that TALK TO YOUR MAN. Tell him what you want to do and see if he would be willing to do it as well.

I am still with my boyfriend, thank fucking god, even though I don’t deserve it but he gave me a second a chance and things are wonderful now.

Remember if you want your relationship with him to work there can be NO SECRETS. Everything has to be out in the open. Being completely honest and faithful was hard to begin with because I was afraid of commitment but it really is so amazing once you get comfortable with it. Anyway sorry to ramble but seriously you need to cut this shit out unless you want to ruin your relationship.