What do you have to lose by pursuing your dreams? Worst case scenario you end up right back where you started at a dead end job with no relationship. The only way to go when you’re at the bottom is up.

Don’t want to pay for school? Learn a trade. Want to get your cdl for free while working less than 40 hours? Sign up to be a bus driver they get you licensed for free in my area? Do you just want to find a path and form close bonds with other young people? Join the army.

I don’t mean to make any of this sound easy, I know from experience that when you’re depressed everything seems impossible, but it will only get worse if you stagnate. Depression is a disease that you have to fight by continuing to move.