FEARLESS FRIDAYS

I know it's not a Friday but I've been recently diagnosed so just wanted to get it off my chest. Anyways, back in December I was in a hypomanic state, was hospitalized and was diagnosed with BP. My hospitalization was not a voluntary one and I was stuck in there for about a week. In all cases, what led me there is the embarrassing part. Basically I fell in love (or so I thought) with this girl who had a boyfriend. I couldn't keep it in so I decided to tell her and just like that once I was obviously rejected, I became manic. I started seeing connections when they weren't there and in brief my hospitalization came when I roamed the streets late at night thinking the city was set up for me to be with this girl and to have sex. The cringe (if that's not enough) comes with the fact that I entered people's houses and opened their doors, disturbing them. I distinctly remember going into a house with all the lights on and leaving through the back door. All in all, pretty bad episode that I just wanted to get off my chest. Thanks for reading!

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