You may be addicted but who says you have to stop forever or all at once? why not take it slow? I quite weed before and when I had an urge told myself, Its a waste and I could be doing anything else in the world. When you do break the urge and get high remind yourself you couldnt resist it and think about why u get high if its worth all the effort. Sometimes it works & makes me feel bad that im high for no reason other than "because."

Believe it or not it worked for a month or 2 but thats better than nothing in my book. Sounds like you need a hobby or less free time. If your parents start to see your (progressing in life school, or whatever.) Maybe you'll gain some trust from them, but its all about sobriety if you stay sober, show them the trust their looking for and no bs I don't see why they wouldn't trust you a little.

Believe me theres a big world outside of just your parents being slightly disappointed. What they think doesn't always have to matter the most. Dont let others project there ignorant ideas on what (they think) drugs are or do to a person most likely there wrong.