I feel forgotten

I want to be able to leave the area which I legally cannot do right now and I want help with housing as I don't want to go back to my place for I don't feel safe there at all. My ex-partner has a key and that scares the shit out of me. I have no money and no credit and because I am single the shelter tells me to apply for section 8. That takes months and that's if I even qualify. I haven't been to work in over a week because I don't want my ex-partner to show up. I can't go anywhere or do anything because I have absolutely no money and because I could get arrested for traveling. Basically I'm fucked because the law doesn't care right now about people like me. If I got money I would be dying to leave the state but it's literally aganist the law right now. I get it it's a scary virus but I live in fear everyday of my god-damn life. I have been getting sicker and sicker mentally and physically because of this abuse but I'm not allowed to feel safe. I have to worry that is he gonna come find me. Is gonna hurt me. Is gonna taunt me some more. Like seriously I honestly almsot checked myself into the mental hospital and was gonna lie and say I was gonna kill myself. That's terrible but it's because nobody will help me. What I am supposed to do to feel safe. Like seriously.

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