YES. As a rape survivor I hate how people think because you're a survivor you must be a good person and everything you do must be okay. No. It's not. Being raped is one part of you, it's a forever thing and will ALWAYS be with you much like a physical scar. You can still be many many other things good AND bad and still have the weight of what happened to you with you. Being a survivor does NOT give you a free pass to do whatever the heck you want or treat people however you want.
As a rape survivor I don't want special treatment because I'm a survivor. Fuck that, I'm no different because of it, and I don't need pity or excuses for my actions become of it.
Okay rant over.