> Anyway, I'm a 21-year old college student in computer science (aka the major with the least amount of women)

Yeah that is true it seems. I am a CS major as well. I am 20 now.

I feel like you reading this, even though I tried Tinder once for a few days on vacation. Lol. I felt to embarrassed to do it at school for some reason. I was going to soon. I did get rejected by a lot of girls though IRL. I don't know. I'm at a loss. I make friends alright and people like me, but no one can be attracted to me for some reason. It seems like its my only flaw.

How do you make money? Curious if you have a job or something else. I do a YouTube channel and stuff online. No job yet, but soon. Always looking for ways and business ideas.

And for Tinder, it is so much about the photos I guess. You need really good freaking photos, but I am no expert (yet).

> I'm still a virgin.

You know, I am honestly starting to think the best solution for us, being we have some money, is to take a trip somewhere where we can pay for sex. Just to get it out of the system. Done. Then you won't care now that you did it. No, it doesn't solve the relationship part but I think it would help half of it.

Then I can just keep grinding through life with my performance back up and working hard. Honestly I think it is affecting my performance lately. I can't worry about this stupid bullshit anymore.