Upset about the same thing at 5 AM. Finally decided to get up and do some work as I’m clearly not going to even be able to cry myself to sleep. I feel guilty because from the sounds of things, sex is more frequent for me than most here. But once every 2-3 weeks or a month just makes me insane. And especially now that I’m pregnant, I’m so unbelievably horny on top of being hyper sexual as a person in general. I want it every night. I try to hard to be patient, to make excuses for him, to take care of everything, beg him to come up to bed. I grab him some nights, others I just lay in wait so the pressure is off. It’s been a problem for years. I’m so sick of it. Adding hormones and new body insecurities into the mix has just been miserable. I can’t stand the stories from my friends about all the sex they’re having in quarantine. We’ve had sex once in a month. I can’t even imagine him doing anything spontaneous and fucking me during the day like they describe. Apparently I am the most fertile person alive.