Hi, how are you?

You aren't bad for having that feeling. It is natural. Peolep act like they have worse but they don't do anything about and it keeps getting worse. But YOU. You can do something about and change it.

If you can conquear your problems, your a Chad and your strong. You don't get valadition from even your parents, so why seek if you just conquear it and get mentally and physcially stronger.

Every problem matters. Those who complain about their problems infront of people for attention are those who never tried to fix it and let it get worse and to get more valadition.

Those who don't complain about their problem infront of people for anttention are those who conquears and know they are strong and had worse.

Don't let the valadition get you. Keep moving forward. Be prepared for those kind of things if your having a good time. If your having a bad time, keep moving forward and you'll eventually get a good time.

You can tell the ones you trust and see if they can help.

I hope that helps with changing, Sir. There will always be haters and verbal abusers so be prepared.