I’m (19F). wow I’ve had similar feelings in the past kinda almost exact. When I was younger I thought I was asexual as well I just never was attracted to boys my age, in a way I could be intimate or date them I would try but just couldn’t get myself to like them. And I don’t think it’s the individual ppl I think it’s the age and mindset etc. but once I turned 18 I found ppl I connected with that were way older my person rn is (47M) and he’s the best person I’ve ever met and could never see myself dating someone young after the experiences I’ve had with older dudes. kinda weird but I’m glad I’m the way I am, attracted to older guys lol. if you have any questions etc you can message me !