Feel stuck how do I get out like fr fr Catch 22.

I ended up moving in with crappy people first time was... haa traumatizing I was living with a rapist & my friend...and he started getting on my case just bc after I remembered I stopped wanting to like be around him so basically harassment mentally but yeah.. Lease ended obv I wasn't gonna stay and my Dad only has 2 bedroom. Been there done that 2017.

next place I went crazy pretty much after the roommate tried to force himself into my room (he got kicked out but the women I was with just ugh) long story short she goes crazy on me as well & things just escalate till I got kicked out. In hindsight I was shitty in alot of moments but also shouldnt have been tryna live with an older Jamaican women(I'm Jamaican as well so just starting facts)

So and then there was abuse when I was trying to be/was exploring being muslim & islam for a bit bc my friend again and then lots of abuse and moving in 2018. (I say this with no prejudice against Islam or Muslims I just ended up with a horrible bunch) So each time my family has had to help or bail me out... Sorry this is so long and probs scatteres I'm on mobile. Also still havn't eaten so brain isnt even a brain rn lmao

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