i relate to this post on a whole new level. i get angry often, usually towards small issues, for example when family members come into my room while im studying. sometimes it makes me wonder if something's wrong with me. then i get even more furious because i can't find a reason for me being so mad all the time. then i get the urge to kms. i fon't know if this has anything to do with what you're saying, but yeah im a sensitive person.

when i think about it, the main reason i get mad when someone's too loud or annoying while im studying is probably because they interrupt my train of thought, and it makes me overthink everything. i start thinking about how i'm gonna fail whatever im studying anyway etc. then i open reddit to calm myself, but after hours of staying here i realise that i didnt study anything and these negative thoughts come back again. a full cycle. but the problem is that i don't go back to study after that moment of realization. instead. i sit there. and cry. put music on full volume. and continue staring mindlessly at reddit. while thinking about how worthless i am. this is definitely not what i'm doing now.

i know nobody's gonna read this lol but it felt good to type out how i feel.