I mess up CONSTANTLY. I'll start off the day ok, but by the end of it, I'll always have something (multiple things) that I know I didn't handle right. The reason? I'm concerned about my own wants/needs/desires above everything else. I've definitely had plenty of those things come back and bite me later, but I can't be mad about it because it was my own doing.

I'm still working on putting myself second, and putting God's will first. It's not easy at all, and I really struggle with it because I've been pretty self centered for most of my life. He's still working on me though. I'm very grateful that He's patient. I know this wasn't exactly what you were looking for, but I just wanted you to know that you're not alone.