Yes! Feeling the exact same way. And I’m just so defeated.

I’m clerking right now in NJ but my post-clerkship offer is dependent on me passing NJ before September and then I’ll also have to pass PA. but I got nervous that I wouldn’t be able to register in time for PA in February if I waited for NJ results. So I’m now registered in PA for February. And now I’m in a spot where if I don’t pass NJ this time, I can’t afford to do anything other than take PA in February. Which means I’d have to retake NJ in July. And get results in October. Which is after my start date. I really hope my firm will be understanding if it comes to that, but the fact that any of that needs to run through my mind is insane. This is just fucking mean.