Honestly, I get it. I’ve been all over the spectrum, I was 5’1” and 105lbs from 14-22, then hit a low point in my life and instead of restricting, I started binging and purging and went from 105lbs to 157lbs (at my heaviest) and from 22-now (23) I’ve been invisible from attention from men. I am trying to healthily loose the weight (but do have a lot of days being unhealthy restricting again on “safe foods” so I don’t purge) and am slowing losing the weight and hope to be back to 105lbs in a few months, but for now it’s not even like men see me but give my friends attention, it’s like I’m straight up invisible :( I get you girl. I’m so sorry for what you have to go through.