He and I have actually been separated for over a year now and he comes back very often. The longest we’ve ever gone without speaking in the 4 years of this journey is 4 months and we’re actually nearing that point again because he ran in October. He’s probably going to contact me again at some point soon. I totally didn’t mean for it to come of as me knocking him for his beliefs, I do love him unconditionally, much to my own annoyance, what I should have said was he uses it as an excuse to not work on himself period or weaponizes it against himself. He has a lot of issues he needs to work through because of life experiences and uses not believing in anything as an excuse not to help himself and has for about 5 years now.