4 years ago I met an amazing girl from Chengdu(South China). She was 23. And she was perfection. 40 kg, A-cup flat, really short, incredibly cute and she was the most cheerful person I ever met. Her legs were perfectly smooth without ever having to shave. The first time I touched her feet I got so hard that I had to stop washing her feet and go hide my boner behind a door. When I held her hand I was always overwhelmed with how fragile she was. It was like Kami-sama put everything that is cute in this world into one person. Its such an amazing feeling when one the aspects of a relationship is this overwhelming urge to protect this unique fragile little thing.
She was my waifu for 1 year. I think one reason she agreed to be my gf was because she saw how attracted I am to her. It was an incredible year. I truly didn't give a fuck about anything that year, I was in heaven. Its amazing how little you give a shit about problems when the only thing that matters is waiting at home for you. We were very happy. We fucked twice a day. Its really awesome when you can effortlessly pick up your gf, throw her over the shoulder and take her to bedroom. Or let her ride your shoulders when she gets tired. I'm not a particularly big or strong guy myself, so perhaps I value this feeling more than most other guys would. I loved shopping for clothes with her. And if the only clothes that fit her say 11-12 well then that's what we buy. Isn't it wonderful that they make really cute clothes that fit her?
Unfortunately her parents had other plans for her. She is the only child, they expected her to live with them and there was no room for me in their picture. One day she packed her things and in the evening she was flying to China. That day half of me died. She is now married.
If anybody says that it is wrong to be attracted to a girl like her, they are essentially saying that there is something wrong with her. There is nothing wrong with her! She is a wonderful beautiful girl. And there is nothing wrong with a guy being attracted to a beautiful girl. Girls like her are rare, but they exist. They are to be treasured and cherished. If you desire to be with a girl like her, there is nothing wrong with you, no matter what other people may say.
Her name is Lin and she is my Goddess. I will worship her the rest of my life. I pray that one day we can be together again. Deep down I understand its probably not going to happen. I move on with my life. But there is always a part of me that is longing for her. I can't change that. Its a part of me now. I was both very lucky and unlucky.