I finally told him

It takes courage and bravery to live. Don't you love anything else besides older gay men and your mother? I love music, I love art, I love searching for the truth in my research and discovering new areas of my mind through meditation. I discovered that ESP is real, remote viewing works, auras are real, ghosts. It's just so endlessly fascinating and amazing.

It just sucks to me to see depressed people, they're so blind to the amazingness of life. There's people starving in Africa, yet by large they aren't depressed and they appreciate everything. I just see brainwashed people everywhere who just care about sex and think getting married or finding love will cure all their problems. I think they're dead inside because they don't have anything to believe in. My cousin drank herself to death over a guy, they'd fight, and then get drunk afterwards and break up. Then get back together over and over. I still feel pissed off and disgusted that she was so weak minded. I wish I could have told her to wake the fuck up, grow a fucking pair and stop running from her problems. I wish I could've slapped her in the face and stop being such a sad weak bitch.

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