First time physically cheating

I was on the fence for awhile. Experimented online and that’s fun but wanted the real thing. AP started online and then IRL. I thought I wound feel an enormous amount of guilt, but before I met AP I decided my relationship was over and verbally told SO that we are over. We still live together for financial reasons but planning on moving out soon. Maybe that’s why I don’t feel guilty? I don’t want to hurt SO at all so it’s definitely a secret that I will take to the grave BUT… no guilt.

Take your time, start slow, and don’t do anything you’re not comfortable with. This journey will take you to unexpected places - good and bad.

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