I want to add I was seeing some strange patterns and weird visuals. I’m used to strange things but it was all so heavy. I guess it’s what some would call a ‘bad trip’ but not a lot of things faze me. Also my reality situation was smacking me in the face. Just dark and heavy stuff. I decided I was ready for some music, and played Organic Sadness (by Organic dreamers) and wow it sounds so beautiful. Unexplainable but so beautiful and the sounds playing out of my phone were wrapping my soul in a blanket of magical frequencies. Then I went back to a time I was truly happy, and free, and that was my trip to the Caribbean. But as soon as I thought about that physical trip to the Caribbean, my dear friend came to mind, and emotions poured in. I wrote the letter thinking of her and now everything feels light and airy. Like literal clouds. I forgot I made spinach 2 hrs ago, I’m excited to go eat it.