Oh my social life has blossomed. I knew immediately when she left me that I'd isolated myself too much.

My friends have been a godsend. I don't consider her leaving me a betrayal so much as just sad. We're finally hitting our mega income phase and everything except my argumentativeness that she wanted fixed would have been taken care of easily with our income. Now my behavior did need improvement and so did hers, but she gave up.

That's the hard part, being given up on. I would have gone to hell and back for her and honestly still would.

It's going to take me years to get past this and I'll never completely heal, but that's life sometimes.