Unfortunately. The best death. Isn't the most peaceful.

I'm gonna use a shotgun. When I get too tired to go on. Or something happens. That stops me from being able to enjoy life.

A powerful shotgun blast to the head. A near instant death. Destroys everything in one go. Won't feel a thing.

I'll probably do it in the woods. So nobody has to see it. And the forest animals get a meal.

I can't stand the, so called peaceful deaths. Unless I can naturally die in my sleep. Without ever realizing.

But. To be.... mechanically killed by another slowly. Yeah no. Can't stand the idea of that. Like overdoses. Sleeping meds. That carbon monoxide chamber they developed.

All freaking terrifying to me.

Better just to get it over with quick.

I wish. I would have shot my dog in the head. After he got cancer. Instead of putting him to sleep at the vet.

It was terrifying for him. He hated the vet. He trusted me. And he didn't know what a gun was. But. He knew needles hurt.

I could have taken him for a last walk. To make him happy. Instead of him going to sleep in that place and never waking up.