Not that much but a little over half ($300-$400/pay period). I could have made plenty more my camming more and retaining a customer base, but I kept it pretty casual. ~2 hours a session ~4 times a week I wanna say. There's no doubt I could have cammed a lot more and more more money, I just didnt need it.

I've typed several paragraphs to try and describe what's happened to my sexuality but it just turns to text wall. Idk, it not an inability to orgasm, I can orgasm without touching myself or imputing external psychical stimulation. But I can also input every possible sexual stimulation I could think of and not orgasm. I guess physical arousal has become disconnected with romantic sexuality. I haven't had sex with a person in years but I don't even know what I'd do I i did. I could look at them, have a raging hard on and feel like they're the most attractive person in the world, but then proceeding to smash each other generals together no longer seems like what we're supposed to do. Idk what to do, I could be aroused as ever but sex doesn't seem like it would release any of that. It like the part of my brain that controls orgasm has simply become the part or my brain that control orgasm, and isn't some unconscious tomb of sexuality that people are aware of, they just let the associations in their brain stimulate it. While a bottle of testosterone would probably make me want to fuck anything that walks, I'd like to somehow get back to normal sexual connection with another human being which I've been capable of before.

I really don't know, I'm pretty hopelessly fucked up(not just from camming lol). This is my throw away and can't figure out how to give a fuck anymore. I left that paragraph half done but at least it's something.