This is pretty much hard, mate. I know what this is.
Every single person will tell you something like “You need to move on” or “Don’t be sad”, and there is a reason for this. Look:
Recently, I’ve blocked my best friend, with whom I was always arguing every day for several years. I was considering him as a friend, but turns out, he was some kind of happiness parasite - he was always sad. No matter how happy I could be, he would always be offended for every reason. And so I thought - maybe I should just make a break for a time? And so I did.
Mate, I’ve never felt better. Turns out I was alone the whole time! In that week I found several new people to have fun with, and I finally found time to continue working with Terraria animation, and to prepare for my exams.
Here’s the thing: never be afraid to change. If that person, who you might have a crush on, is just a page from the past. Time to take a nice, cold shower, put on your ritz and go exploring your town. Don’t forget to put on the mask and bring a thermos full of coffee - because the road will never end. :D
Oh boy, sorry. I may sound dumb somewhere - nevertheless, have a nice day