We have to stop fighting, killing one another. We have to stop poverty and war. We have to stop doing things which take advantage of one another; we have to work together and create a better world. This is not idealism, this is Christianity. We have to leave off bad habits and work on perfecting our own selves. We have to become Saints and go to heaven. We have to not give in to our desires, we have to turn from evil. Every day the innocent are suffering. Every day people are being dragged through the mud. Human beings! I SAW THE HOLY SPIRIT KILLED TODAY! BEFORE MY OWN EYES HE LAID DOWN HIS LIFE TO WAKE ME UP! I AM STILL REELING FROM IT! What does it all mean? I saw the Holy Spirit lay down His life and here I am? I am living, what am I doing? I saw the Holy Spirit lay down His life and here...I...am? What? How could it be anything - - O Lord, make it make sense to me!! ! !