guys guys, I’m in such a good promising position right now alhamdulillah. everything is going extremely well and I am happy. stopped drinking but got drunk yesterday. gonna start again. but when I drank I didn’t feel horrible? I felt good like not relaxed but ok.

I am working towards my goal and I am reaching it I can feel it in my hands. I beat the demons in my head and even though I’m not there yet I am very very proud of myself. the depression bullshit I had, that was a two year battle for me and I won.

I didn’t have no one to share this with, thanks a lot you guys actually helped me thru it. when I was down you man would give small words of praise or some jokes, really really, thank you to all the strangers on here.

hope you prosper in everything you do.

gyulp