I'm in an absolutely foul mood. It's strange for me to be this way. I haven't had a foul day or clouded head in months.

My ex has wormed her way into one of my friend groups again. I mentioned her a month ago in a post, about how she got blackout drunk and started ranting about me and regrets, etc.

I still genuinely do hope for the best for her. But since that night, mutual friends continue to update me on her life and all that. Apparently me saying to those friends that I genuinely want what's best for her sparked her to break up with her boyfriend (the abusive one I spoke of).

Because I expressed doubt that it would last, now I get more updates on how she's still broken up with him, she's showing much more growth, she's changed.

I also hear more and more how she mentions me every time she drinks and brings me up more and more when she's sober. How she wants to make amends, or apologize, or something.

Well, last night I finally bit the bullet and told one of the mutual friends that she can write me one email, and one email only, and that I would read it. I was told today that she won't be sending me anything for a couple months until she can clear her head.

Just...unbelievable.

So ya, there's my dumb drama rant. I know it has nothing on what other people are going through right now, but it's happening to me. That's important too.