I don't host or get invited to parties.

Let me tell you a little about myself:

I'm in my 30's, I've been outside of NSW twice (both times to Brisbane in 2005) and I speak English pretty poorly and another European language even worse. I'm a lazy fucker, I'm getting a tattoo in late Q1 of 2019 that represents both suicide and the fact that I reached my 30's never having a girlfriend so that means I can't swim or chill in a pool/spa for a period of time, probably longer than usual because it will be a rather large piece and I make plans for things no earlier than the very last second because lol I'd rather do something else than be organised.

Any way I was feeling horrendously shit because yesterday sucked hard and I decided that oxycontin would go spectacularly with Xanax so I transferred $1,300 in to my spending account, dusted off the TOR laptop and then proceeded to hit the web and spend some money.

So anyway, this happened and I'm tentatively placing this at a 7/10 on the scale of "bad decisions in my life" with the potential to reach a 9/10 because the only phrases I know in Spanish are ones that I learned from watching Mexican prison/gangster movies and listening to Mexican rappers, so basically I'm limited to "ese" "pinche puta" "chon chon" "pendejo" "llello" and "¡Quietó! ¡No te muevas, cabróncito!" none of which are going to serve me well anywhere in the world much less in Mexcio itself.

Basically I am in deep shit but hey at least it's 4 1/2 months away until I am deep shit.