You know what she did? She read the case studies of all the doctors and therapists over the year (All of who proclaimed I had bipolar type II by the way....Some were older professional who have been seeing me for years. A child psychiatrist. The first one who diagnosed me. Then an older doctor. Bunch of different grad students studying social work. and then. She drew her own conclusion that I have borderline. No bipolar. Me being immature was like wtf? So I questioned her. I researched borderline. And bipolar. That pissed her off into the raging storms of hellfire. And she got very angry like and I quote "REALLY??? REALLY ARE WE DOING THIS AGAIN? AGAIN" She told me most doctors wont give a shit about distinguishing between bipolar and borderline. She gets upset whenever I challenge her diagnosis. I see her every few months. And meanwhile she gets several phone calls from the emergency and crisis centres. Voicemails. Then at our appointment she is like um what is going on???? I got an angry voicemail from xxxxemergency department? I explained the whole situation to her and was like are you going to change my diagnosis Again SUDDEN ANGER. I am like wow I am gonna back off. The police have labelled me as a bell ringer lone wolf whistle blower etc etc. Whenever I am crisis they say that to me. Cops and doctors and everyone. I do not know because apparently complaining about how they treated me is bad? They tried to push me out into the cold to die several times. In which case I used my intelligence. Cited the the law. Beat them at their own game. Played their own mind games right back at them. Their own manipulative mind games and reduced them into hysterics. WHICH WAS MALICIOUS OKAY BUT I WAS SLEEP DEPRIVED AND HOMELESS FOR 7 DAYS. Idk friends all think i am an, or make me feel like one (they are all 20 year olds and I always speak my mind about everything and that pisses them off only older adults professionals, sometimes christians and muslims and other religious groups on campus. Step up to help me. People remember. People remember the kindness I showed them. Even homeless people have helped me and had my back. Most people think I am a piece of shit. I could implicate my father and send him to jail (He is the one who started being cruel to me)

But I cannot. I do not know I have a little sister. I guess. That made more sense in my head.