Fuck you. How can you be so happy? while I’m here feeling miserable no matter what I do

Hang in there. I went through hell after a breakup with my kids mother We was together for 8 years , I got laid off my job. When my unemployment ran out i found out she was seeing someone else. It messed with my head so bad. I waited out front of his aunt's after finding out he was staying with her.. and left for work around 530am. I was so torn and felt it was the end of the world that if he had not of been at a different location i was going to shoot him. Now it sounds cliche i know.. but after leaving on the way home i got sick , after my head cleared a bit and i came to realize that i was so blinded by hate and jealousy i almost killed that guy. I think back and am so thankful he wasnt there because that morning i was capable of murder.. Today i have full custody of both my boys, 14 and 11 i have been single since being a full time father.. I wanted to share this because i never wanted to hear "things get better with time" so just hang in there. No one is worth your life.. or in my case someone elses.

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