Did you being a victim make you have delusions? You claim you have had to wear a hijab indefinitely your whole life then in another sentence you claim you don't have to wear one because you look asian. Then you say you're gay and specifically like other girls (especially when it fits the narrative) yet talk about how handsome non Muslim men are... then you claim you have bad English and just started reddit yet when someone triggers you all of the sudden your English is perfect and you know all of the reddit insults and sound like a mad racist American man. Lol it's so funny, if you are a 19yo gay Muslim/ex Muslim woman who is attracted to men and confused about what a lifetime of hijab wearing is compared to being able to go out because you look asian.. then you're obviously not educated enough due to your Muslim schooling that teaches you nothing but fakeness. No way dude.